Focus

Proverbs 20:4
A sluggard does not plow in season; so at harvest time he looks but finds nothing.

Its a reminder for me to work hard more. To pursue my dream. I will not achieve my goal if I will not persevere inspite of the challenges. There is no easy way or a shortcut to success. I should be taking every steps maybe slowly but surely. There will be distractions along the way, but still I need to focus on my goal.

Lord thank you for redirecting me again. Continue to guide me on reaching my goal. It will not be easy I know, but surely I know you'll sustain me with wisdom and strength. Thank you Lord.

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Choices

All of us has decisions to make everyday. Part of those decisions are choices given to us which depends on the situation. Those choices can lead you to good things or worst things.

Loving someone is also a decision you make everyday. Because today is different from yesterday. The only constant thing is change. Everything changes everyday.

I can still remember the kilig when he first hold my hands. The first "I love you". Even the kilig when I stare at him and I saw him staring at me also. The first hug and even the first kiss which I think I was the  one who make the first move. Hahaha.. But part of being in a relationship are also challenges. I remembered I got jealous and I can't tell him but to my friends only. When I cried and he just hug me. ( oh i miss it when he make the move just to hug me). I felt secured and how I wish the time stops. I still read the letters he gave to me and I still feel the joy it brings to my heart just like the first time I read it.

I missed it when he makes me feel special. Simple things that means a lot to me. As much as possible I just want to understand that he also have his own priorities. As much as possible when I felt unloved, I just reminisce the happy memories we had. I tried not to be demanding because that's me. I really dont demand from people. I dont know what's going on his mind. And that's out of my control.  But as they say,  focus on the things you can control. And that is my emotion or feelings. I tried to tell him how I feel but I felt he thinks I'm over reacting. I felt that he doesn't want to talk about it.  Maybe part of me just want to have his attention. But since I am talking about choices. I can choose to give up but my heart and I always choose to love him more everyday. It brings more happiness to me. I dont want to focus on the negativity and what he cannot give. Does it sounds crazy? I guess not because true love is loving someone without expecting in return. But sometimes I can't help myself to expect and it hurts sometimes. When I felt I was lacking patience and I was in pain, I just pray and thank God because he sustain me more of his love and patience. I just think how God forgives and love us again inspite of the things we've done wrong. And who am I not to forgive. If I was forgiven, then I'll forgive. It doesnt matter who loves more, but what matter is how we can love more and see the goodness in every people.

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From scratch

Finally for the first time I finished making my first dress from scratch. From my own measurement, into the fabric, cutting the fabric and then into the sewing machine ..
Though its not yet perfect as I want it, but its my first step to perfectness. Hehe. I just need more practice. As I was doing it, i learned my mistakes. Practice, practice and practice so I can reach my business goal. That's for now. Lovelots.

Loving Yourself

This days everyone is busy making a living. Facing their own challenges in life, reaching their goals, aiming to be the best. But sometimes on our way to be the best, we forgot to be good. We tend to forget some of the most important thing. Having quality time for the most important people in our life. Maybe because we are so comfortable that they will always be there for us. And we never recognize that we taken for granted having a quality time for them. Having time when we have a free time is different from making a free time out of your busy schedule.
And for those who have given all their time, attention and love just to be loved and recognize as vip in someones life, well its time that you give time for yourself. Sometimes we have to know when is enough is enough. You may still love them but never ever forget yourself. Stand up! Be a woman worth everthing!!..

Halloween Party( Red Riding Hood inspired costume!!)

my costume inspiration

      I really don't want to do some creepy things, so i chose to be a bit simple and sweet with this Little Red Riding Hood inspired costume. hehe. Unfortunately, I don't have a basket so instead I borrowed a pumpkin basket from my co worker. My no expense costume was all made by me. The cape, the skirt and the corset. Though I bought the flower head band for a cheaper price. =) hehe

dinner at don henricos

our groupies at the party

      Its our Halloween party held at Don Henrico's restaurant at West avenue, Quezon City. Actually it was an awards night for the sun and smart top performers, but it was not what we are really looking forward  to. Because we came from a tiring day of operations and sales blitz that day, all we want was to eat and eat until we get full. haha... 

A BRAVER ME

Photo courtesy of Sir Jessie =)

It's been a long time since my last post. Maybe I wasn't really ready to have my own blog that time. A year and 2 months to be exact since the last time. But for now I'm ready to really express myself to everyone. After celebrating my birthday last Wednesday( thanks to all who greeted me and thanks to my family and happiness for making it special), I decided to do what I really want.

A braver me is ready to pursue and get what I really want. No more hesitations. No more backups. More bolder. 2012 is a year of learning's on my job, business, family, ministry and lovelife =). Turning a year older is about moving on. Another year to pursue my dreams, to do my passion, to serve the lord through our ministry and to explore other things. Sounds exciting...haha.. And to inspire everyone, here's a motivational words from David Guison's blog which I've read. (my favorite male blogger ^ ^,)

QUOTED from David Guison

To be successful in life (and in your career), you need to find (and follow) your passion and be the best at it. If you do the same thing as everyone else, it’s hard to be successful. That’s why it’s important to find your edge and then push past it. Somewhere out there, someone is working harder than you.

Reminisce: 1ST TIME IN BORA

we all make it for a jump shot..hehe

from left to right(s'tony,me,s'jessie,'m'rhems,our RM m'mags)

Boracay is one of the best tourist spot and beach here in the Philippines. I was so excited when I've heard that M'Mags, my former Restaurant Manager, planned to go to Boracay right after we close our store for 2 months renovation last August 2010. My co managers already booked a flight. Well its the right time to unwind since I was newly promoted then.

jump shot again!=)

taking pictures on different pose...hehe

island hopping!

snorkling...it was fun but when you look under water, it feels a little bit scary..hehe

maybe because i was thinking of sharks..haha..as if..

enjoying the water....hehe

one of the islands we visited during our island hopping...well, we just pass by to take

pictures but wasnt able to go inside crystal cove...=(

 taking pictures again while having our breakfast..=)

harutan in the shore!!hehe

Its was my first time in Boracay and i absolutely enjoy our 3nights and 3days stay there. Wish to come back there again but still not on peak season because its better to unwind when its not crowded with tourists..And hoping that next time its with my family and loved one. =)

Godbless everyone=)